I got in some trouble at school after being caught lying about why I'd missed some classes.
The associate principle gave me a note to take home to my parents. I knew I was gonna be in big trouble because I'd been warned about what might happen. So I wasn't that surprised when after my mom read the note she strapped my bottom with a belt.
Obviously getting strapped hurt but it was afterwards things got weird. Although I was a bit sore and tearful, my bottom felt all warm and tingly and my panties were wet. But the main thing is, for a couple of hours after I was quivering all over with excitement, to the point where I was fantasizing for ages and replaying what had happened in my mind. Not about my mom of course, just about getting my bottom strapped like that. When I calmed down and things down below returned to normal, I felt dirty and ashamed.
I'm 14 and I haven't had sex before but I know what it feels like to be turned on, and I was definitely turned on.
I'm not really sure what to do about it or who to talk to. I guess it just felt strange to enjoy something that was supposed to be a punishment – I mean I was wacked pretty hard. Obviously can't talk to my mom. And my friends would be weirded out by it I think, it's too embarrassing anyway.
I'm just really confused about my feelings and I don't know who to turn to - what should I do now?.