But being with her was just great and I can tell that it was mutual. We were laughing our heads of ALL THEEEE TIME. It was fucking hilarious. I have never had so much fun in my life with any other girl.
Well we are older now, I am 25, she is 24 and she'll stay in the UK till May. ( if she doesn't decide to stay ). I can't wait to see her, but how can I ( after all this time ) get casually into contact with her without making it too obvious that I grave her. Some people can read me like a book since I ain't great when it comes to hiding feelings or emotions.
Just looking at her picture drives me nuts. I wanna be with that girl ! After my BPD ex, I thought I'd unable to ever fall in love again but damn ... this is the one !