After 2 weeks of this "break," I broke up with her to end the confusion. And now it has been over 2 weeks since I did that. She has barely said a word to me in the past month, unless I initiate the conversation which I've done a few times. She's only initiated a few conversations too cuz she thinks it will complicate things. But last night for the first time in a month, she gets very emotional, saying she has never stopped loving me one bit and thinks about me all the time. But she "Doesn't want to wake up when she's 40 and has kids with me and think..is this right?" her words exactly. But our conversation led to us deciding to meet up for dinner in a few days. And I plan on taking it very slow from here.
Any suggestions on how to win back the love of my life? Especially considering I'm her first love. Thanks.