'Angel of Darkness'

[Asphodelle13]

A poem I wrote tonight that delves into the twisted inner workings of my mind. :P Enjoy.



If I cry and not a soul is around
Will my tears still soak the bed,
Or emotions pulsate alive?
When I lose all control in my head
With invisible tears to be shed

Its all that I can accomplish now,
Yet I never meant to hurt you
I dreamt I was your angel once
Until darkness ripped me through
Twisting our lives askew

My indifference serves as a mask
Hiding a mountain of shame
Alas, you can’t save me from myself
If I can’t diagnose the pain
And the wretch I became..

Desperate to turn back time
And create our perfect destiny
If I knew just how to change for you
Into an angel proven worthy
Arising to love
Without tragedy.

[Bravehearter]

Very deep!

Whats the inspiration behind it?

[vampbarbie]

Thats cool. Very angsty and dark without being too explicit.

[Asphodelle13]

The inspiration? Hmm, well it would be kinda hard to put into words..Basically its about the darker side of me that is full of fear, doubt, insecurity. And being in a relationship can bring out my good qualities, but love can also bring out fear. Its really hard to explain when I can't always understand myself.:P