Lust

[Nonny]

I just finished this poem tonight and thought I might share; it's one of my odder pieces, for definite sure. :P

lust

i can't escape this feeling--
this endless pounding--
this mindless longing--
this heartless hunger--
running through my body now.

i look in the mirror and see
another face staring back at me
i don't recognize who i am anymore
feel like i've become a fucking whore.

and i know there's nothing wrong with me--
and i know i'm the way i wanna be--
and i know i'm finally fuckin' free--
and i can't escape, just can't escape--
this desire inside of me.

and i know it's lust.
(and there is no trust.)
i don't need anything from you
(just another man to screw.)

it's just too much
for me to fight
for me to right
i don't have the fucking sight
come here, be my fucking knight
cause it's just too much--
just too fucking much

and i'm walking out the door--
and i don't care if they call me a whore--
i know they'll aways come back for more--
cause i'm their fucking fallen angel--
c'mere and fuck me now.

(lust)
(no trust)
(don't need)(anything)(from you)
(just another man to screw)

and i'll dominate--
and i'll manipulate--
and i'll desecrate--
knock you to the floor--
while you beg for more.

and yes i'm gonna fuck you now
without a choice in how
fuck, yes, pound, there, inside,
make this fucking hunger subside.

cause i need it now, i need it now
and i feel so bad
and i feel so mad
and i feel so sad
and i feel so glad
cause i need it--oh--fuck--yes--
cause i fucking need it now--

you thrust.
you pound.
my lust.
i'm found..
i scream
i come
my cream
you succumb.
yes.

and now i'm sated--
and i am elated--
cause this was fated--
i am what i'm meant to be.
fucking hell, i feel free.

i smile as i toss you aside
and i know the good girl's died.
and you're just a fucking toy
just another fucking boy.

now i'm what i was born to be
i'm a sacred succubus
now i finally have the key
i'm a fallen angel
now i'm in love with me.

[sweet-one]

Feel liberated? :biggrin:

I expected something like this from you for some reason. Because of your break-up and all, I suppose. *shrugs* It's good material and it makes sense coming from you. :smile: Keep writing!

[Nonny]

LOL!

Actually, it's not about anything I've done ... if I'd been fucking my eyeballs out, it'd be all over LiveJournal and probably the boards here by now. ;)

Rather, in a way, it was more thinking through how I would react if I went down that path, you know? Cause--I've been thinking about things ever since we broke up. I'd always been adamant before that I couldn't do casual sex with people, even though I'd kinda been thinking about it even before that. But now... yeah.

I mean, yes, precautions need to be taken in regards to disease risks, but... otherwise...

Ah, hell, life's just one adventure after another. :P

Thanks for your kind words, and I'm glad you liked the piece. :)

[Asphodelle13]

I think it started to get better as the wording became more vivid and angry. I could just picture a voice screaming it out. I especially like the last stanza. A raw, powerful poem you have here Nonny. U should post some more of your work, and keep writing!