never again.

[chiukit]

you were. my first love.
and though now it seems so long ago
everytime i think i might see you again
my heart skips a beat, a thousand times
cos im afraid that i'd fall into that hole
again

but never again
am i going to love another in the way that
i loved you
and never again
am i going to look at another in the way that
i looked at you

and i dont wanna gaze into another's eyes
the way that i gazed into yours
i dont wanna find myself in another
and find another in myself
for this unity is too intense
too much to bear when its gone

and never again
am i going to say the things in the way that
i said them to you
and never again
am i going to give everything in the way that
i gave myself to you

cos i dont wanna trust again
knowing and fearing the moment that its gone
and my heart is still with you, you only
i dont know why, and i just cant let go
and i know that, never again
will i give my heart away in the way that
i gave my heart to you

but you are. my exception
to all the rules i've made for myself
and so why would this never again be for you
because you'll just steal my heart again
when i say that my heart wont be stolen
and when i'll look at you that way again
give myself to you again
when i say. never again
and why should i try to stop myself again
when i know i'll say the things i never wanna say again
that my heart will skip those beats again
or that when i'll love you again
when i try to keep it to, never again.

so come around. one more time.
and this will be our. third time trying.
and this will be our. third time, saying.
never again.
but you know that between us, there is no
never again.
because once we say these two words, it will always
happen again.
i still. i wont stop. never stopped. loving you.

[nicruns]

i like it.... it reminds me of my first love :(

[Asphodelle13]

I'm glad to see that you're writing poetry again. I've always thought that your poems were terribly romantic. And I can definetely understand the emotions in it. Nice job. :cool2:

[Tortuga]

I like it, Chiu! It touches my heart--makes me want to reach out and give you a big ol' hug.

Tortuga