Why Didn't I Cry?

[4LetterWords]

I remember you lying next to me
We were so close- but not touching
how badly I wanted to inch closer
But I was close enough to feel you there
And that's all I needed
When you looked at me I smiled and said
"Everything will be alright"
But I'm not really sure-
When we both thought no one was looking
We'd glance at eachother-
Half relieved - half afraid
And we didn't speak
But we both saw the sorrow in each others eyes
and we walked away
Parading around with a facade of happiness
You were smiling and laughing
But your hands were shaking
You were my protector- ecspecially from myself
And as I lost you then, the words, too, became lost
You slid your arms around me
I could feel the fear between us
My eyes were burning with white flames
And the tears gathered around my eyes
But didn't fall...
So I turned my back and walked away
I watched your smile fad to black
And now I wonder-
Why didn't I cry?
Why didn't I cry?

[Asphodelle13]

I'll admit that I like your usual style better...but this one is special in its own way. I can tell there is a lot of underlying emotions in this one...much like a lot of what you write. Some strong wording too. Keep writing, I look forward to reading your poetry. :cool2:

[AppleBlossom]

I have tears in my eyes after reading this. There's so much underlying emotion here, it rips into my heart.

Very nicely done.