Song(s)

[Danae]

Errr I dunno if this will work like old times b/c I never see Chiu or Liz around anymore heheeh but what the hell!!!

(get your last posts in, one week from now Songs will be officially archived)

[chiukit]

i had a feeling songs will pop up again...

long live songs!!!

[Danae]

Ohh yay!!! I wasn't sure if you had gotten this link or not :)

[sweet-one]

yay! Songs is back! i'm going to start posting in this more often too. I always wanted to the last time it was up, and i never got the chance. *jumps for joy* :D

[Sydney123456]

EVERYONE STOP!! LOOK!

It's...LIZ!!!

Yes...I am a self-centered bitch, and I KNOW you all have shrines of me up since we had little contact other than the forums. ;-)

What did everyone do WITHOUT the forums? I know I GOT UNGROUNDED!!! YAY BITCH, YAY!

[chiukit]

found love

[Mav]

hmmm songs? Creed - With or Without You

[Tootsie Pop]

Keith Sweat ~ Nobody

[chiukit]

oiy.. the purpose of this thread was already lost oh so long ago.. hahaha..

[sweet-one]

I had a great day! Just thought i'd let everyone know. We didn't win our b-ball game tonight, but i had 23 points and 7 rebounds. It's the best i've played all year...*hugs herself*. SORRY for gloating...i'm just really happy. :mrgreen:

[Danae]

People, people, people.....*shakes head*


Contrary to popular belief, this thread is not about songs. I know it's confusing but try to keep up! Holy moly!







LoL.....I'm just bein silly, you can post about songs if ya want :lol:

[-=AznPride=-]

hehe wellll i had a good day today
i got my present from jen and i gave her a call... and i got 83% on a math test i thought id do bad on.... and im gettin stuff from universities! woohoo!

[Sydney123456]

HOLY SHIT SWEET ONE!!

Do you play varsity?! Man oh man...I'm lucky if I play 3 MINUTES on varsity, and score ONE basket!! But...what you said is like my stats on Jr. Varsity...11 rebounds, 15 points. lol- ah, I LOVE JV.

Arg...boyth (that's a lisp...for those of you who don't know that...he he)...th-tupid boyth. Not so much a problem...but, I'm ending up juggling them. :evil2:

I didn't find love...I found hormones Chiu! lol

[Deidre]

Make-out songs? :oops:

You know what this made me realise? In the six months we've been together I haven't had many chances to make out with my boyfriend to my type of music... what I would like to make out with him to, though...

Sonata Arctica's version of Still Loving You, other than that most of Sonata Arctica's songs make me think of my ex, which is not something I want to do when I'm with my boyfriend. "Oh, <insert name> and I had a make-out marathon to this CD..." :-x :lol:
Therefore power-metal is sort of out of the picture...

I wouldn't mind making out to... Dismal Euphony's All Little Devils, Mistress Tears or Psycho Path. Or anything by Dargaard or On Thorns I Lay...

[ArRoWLeGeNd]

*walks into songs*

*breaths in deep breath of air*

*sighs and heads for legendary shagroom* :D

~ArRoWLeGeNd~

[chiukit]

shagrooms are mine!! haha


:: takes gf to shagroom5 ::


:evil2: :evil2: :evil2:

[Sydney123456]

Has anyone heard "Yuna and Tidus's Theme" from Final Fantasy X?

I absolutely love that song...you should download it. It's just a piano with violins...but, it makes me want to cry, very very badly whenever I listen to it. :cry:

[sweet-one]

YOU SCARED THE CRAP OUTTA ME SYDS!!!!!!

*breathes*... :o don't do that. :P

Thanks though, and yeah, it's varsity. It's the only time that will happen too. I average like 8 points. :wink:

[benj]

i remember this thread--but isn't it considered spamming? :) too bad the old forums crashed, but who's the admin now? anyway, i just figured i'd help make this thread as big as it was last time, lol

[Sydney123456]

Yeah...heh, sorry man.

Holy shit...you must be a great player! I...well, I suck. lol- and I think my coach gags whenever she looks at me because I'm incredibly pathetic. :P

[sweet-one]

I'm not good...i'm lucky :(

[Sydney123456]

No...luck would describe last nights game for me. I had a buzzer beater...tying up the game. BOF. And I was fouled...so here I am...ready to make the shot to win the game....AND...I airball it! lol- ok, that's not lucky...but, I had 8 points...and 14 rebounds...so, it was a decent game. :)

Oh yeah...it a a JV game. :P

[lana]

*signs into song thread*

Chiu....? ;)

[chiukit]

waaaht??


* puppy face *

[lana]

Hahaha, what's the purpose of this thread again?

[sweet-one]

Lana...it's like an online diary :)

Congratulations Syd!!!

Don't worry about the free throw. I've done that on more than 3 occasions... i don't handle pressure very well. :oops:

[chiukit]

nah this thread was once a shagthread.. maybe we could turn into that again.. ay? :evil2:

[Danae]

Blehhhh.... Well if anyone doesn't know (I think I posted about it previously here, who knows, I'm not sure anymore) Scott has been really weird to me lately. Like, nice and asking me to do stuff. Saying how he knows he messed up, wanting to get a friendship back again, that sort of stuff. So the one time we saw Ocean's 11 with some of his friends. That was cool, kinda weird at first. Then a few weeks later he calls wanting to know if I wanna go out just the 2 of us. That was cool too, we just hung out and talked. I vented about him and what he did and he took it prett well. It felt good to get upset and have him know. And we just talked about everything, we were really clicking but it wasn't romantically at all. I mean I'm not interested (duh!) and neither is he. So yeah, that was like last Monday. And then tonite, my friend Michelle and I were walking from the mall to the adjoining theater and who do I see but Scott and his posse. And he was holding hands with his friend Diedre. And he saw me and I saw him but nothing happened. I just kept walking and he didn't say anything either. It kinda ticked me off, seeing him holding her hand but I dont know why!! And then it ticked me off that he totally ignored me. But then I'm like, Linds you didn't say anything to him either! And I wanted to tell Diedre what he did to me and warn her or something LoL. I dunno, it just really confused me. Michelle saw him, hell she met him dozens of times while we dated. Thank God she knew I didn't wanna start a frickin reunion there in front of the theater tho, that was really great of her to just know what I was thinking and not say anything. So yeah, it confused me and kinda bugged me and I'm just like, not at all understanding why I'm feeling what I'm feeling. I think my iced latte messed me up hahah


At least I got a good movie out of it! hehe

[Sydney123456]

Linds...oh man, if I were you I would've just totally bitch-slapped him. But...I'm glad your handling this maturely. :) As for the confusion...just pray you're not falling for him. :o

I am going to see Mike maybe in a week or 3...with speech and shit. His school now rides on our bus to the meets, so I'll just roll my eyes when he sits in my seat, expecting to hit it off like best friends right away. He's more scared of me and my friends anyways. He's afraid all my guy friends (which could, without a doubt, beat the shit out of him) are gonna kick his ass.


Gah...just kick Scott's ass! lol- ;-P

[Danae]

I know....right now I'm not feeling anything for him except...malice?? Is that the word I'm looking for? lol Anywho, I have no desire to get back with him so it's all good. And I ignored him at church today so poo on him hehe. After a night of "sleeping on it" I feel mucho better! heheh

O and sorry about having to ride with Mike! It's cool tho that your guy friends scare him lol

[rcwant2be]

back to the songs...colorblind, counting crows.

[chiukit]

Gah! People still don't get it...


This isn't a song thread anymore!


It hasn't been for... over 18 months now!

[lana]

Yeah... that's what I was thinking... wasn't it a shag thread?
Online diary now? Ahhh :(

Wanna hear what I did yesterday?

Let's summarize:

It was a PD day for us... watched anime... went to badminton... failed to call Chiu because I'm thinking he's going to a resort with his dad... errr... learning how to return smashes and improving my backhand in badminton... coached by my dad... *cough cough* I was coached *cough* Chiu! Haha![/list]

[lillover1]

oh...one really good song is CONTAGIOUS-by the iselt brothers and r kelly...i love it! and um.....i swear- by all for one(even tho it an old song it the best) there are alot songs you can make out too! luvin my-by nelly! ginuwine-none of your freinds bussiness(i love this song too)put it on me-ja rule even tho its really old too! there are alot more!

[chiukit]

Argh! People still don't get it! It's funny though...


:: laughs at everyone who posts songs ::


No! I wanted to go to badminton with you, but my mother said no. Argh. We're not going to the resort this weekend because my mother and brother's sick. Meh!

[sweet-one]

I've been crying alot lately...for no reason at all... :(

[chiukit]

:: passionate hug ::

[sweet-one]

:: hugs chiu :: :(

[lana]

*hugs sweet-one*

crying for no reason at all? That happens to the best of us girls...

[Danae]

I hear ya sweet one...life is so messed up sometimes....*hugs*

[sweet-one]

*wipes tears*

Hey, thanks guys *hugs lana and linds*

I appreciate it. :(

[Sydney123456]

::huggles for Sweet-One::

I go through ups and downs like that too. It sucks...stupid emotions. BAH.

And since you're an ADOLESCENT CHICK...any emotion will be magnified by a million! ::huggles::

Gah...sorry sweets, sorry 'bout it.

[sweet-one]

*huggers for liz*

Emotions suck. LOL

it's strange, because sometimes i don't know what to feel. When i get confused, or overly frustrated, i just break down and cry. I hate it! It's just that right now, things seem to be going downward all the time. *grrr* I can't seem to get a break. Just when i see a light at the end of the tunnel, it's only a train coming at 150 mph to run me over. :(

Life is interesting to say the least...Full of ups and downs. It has to get better for me though. Not much else can go wrong. :wink:

[Danae]

That's what we're here for hon! Us girls and our stupid emotions gotta stick together! :)

[Sydney123456]

Do you ever have those moments where you just get this wave of a certain emotion? Like...you'll be really happy, and then all of a sudden...WHAM! "What am I here for?" or "What's the meaning of this?" pops into your head? It's kinda weird cause that happens to me all the time, then I have to put forth extra effort to put myself in the "happy" frame of mind.

:o

[Danae]

Yeah Lis, try today for me. I get home from church, I'm happy b/c i have off school tomorrow. Then my uncle Bob calls saying that my grandma has had a second seizure and is in the ER. They want my mom to come ASAP b/c she has power of attorney. So my mom is at the hospital, my dad is at work, and I'm alone here. Earlier I was really upset and crying a junk b/c all I could think about was her dying and then she'd be gone just like my grandpa and my mom wouldn't have anymore parents and just...ugh!! So I guess I'm basically holding down the fort here, waiting for my mom to call and give any news. What a shitty day!

[sweet-one]

*hugs perky*

I'm sorry about your grandma :(

Syds, you just hit my situation on the head! That's exactly what happens. I'll be happy one minute, then all of a sudden, i just start frowning and it all goes downhill from there. It's weird. :cry:

[Danae]

Well my mom just got home and it turns out it was a very minor stroke. By the time the ambulance got there she was already lucid and asking questions and she was sent home. So, that's good! I had aunts and uncles calling galore tho, and I didn't know what to tell them but I'm sure they'll be contacted on her status. I'm feeling better for the most part but Lis and Chiu, you'll never believe what I found out! I was talking to Kirill earlier...and he's getting MARRIED!!! Like, next month to some girl he's known for about 6 months. I'm happy for him but I was kinda dumbfounded LoL. O well, my dreams of eternal happiness are dashed! hahah j/k

[chiukit]

My friend Patricia is engaged to be married, date is not yet determined though.


Every now and then... I get this feeling... thoughts on my mind...
Of wanting to ask my girlfriend to marry me... :o

[Danae]

I think that's natural Chiu. You care about her :)

[chiukit]

:: makes out with Linds ::

[Danae]

Yay!!! It's been too long ;)


*hopes Lana isn't looking*

[chiukit]

Yes, it has.


:: sweet kisses ::

[lana]

Haha oh yes I have been lookin' ;)

anyway... my hormones are way out of wack too... one minute, I'm happy... the other... I'm indifferent and bitter about everything... different triggers... I hate thinking about the future... so confusing... I'm not sure if I'm making the right decisions of what courses to take next year... I feel that I'm not important to society... and society should just forget about me... scratched off the face of the earth... it's a feeling of hopelessness... sorry, I ramble too much...

[Danae]

Lana, no! If you are important to Chiu then you must be really great. I know what it is to be a messed up teenage girl hehe but we will be fine! Jeez, everyone is getting so depressed lately! Us stupid girls hehe

[Danae]

Just testing the ol sig! :)

[ArRoWLeGeNd]

you still want me to make you one linds??? meh, ive got a lot of work to do at school.........that sucks. :-x *HUGS EVERYONE*

~ArRoWLeGeNd~

[Danae]

I don't care. If you're too busy I don't wanna add to your stuff, I know plenty of people who can make them :)

[Sydney123456]

::jumps down Chiu's throat::

HA HA. Funny.

Hot damn it's been awhile since I've posted with a clear mind, and a smile on my face. :P

Chiu and Lana look so cute together...in those pics in M&M...awwww. Makes my heart melt. :D

::hugs for Linds::

Aww...what the hell.

::hugs her again::

[chiukit]

Na na nana hey hey... :)


:: hugs Lis ::


I guess, now, we can't fool around in 2003, ay? ;)

[Danae]

Thanks Lis...I had such a shitty day yesterday but I'm good now :) *hugs*



Yeah, no group orgy. Damn! I wont be able to mess with Ryan either...hahah or Kirill! *screams* heeheh I better have someone by then ;)

[chiukit]

Kirill... wonder how that dude's doing.

[lana]

Hehehe... thanks Syd :)

*pokes Chiu* damn boy... you're the only one who can tickle me... I'm not immune to tickle attacks!! NOOOOO!!

[chiukit]

Heh heh heh... I'm good! ;)

[-=AznPride=-]

Yeah, no group orgy. Damn! I wont be able to mess with Ryan either...hahah or Kirill! *screams* heeheh I better have someone by then ;)


LOL, are you talking to me? :o

[Danae]

I was talking about you yes...just in silliness of course...I never had any plans to mess around with anyone in Toronto *cough* lol



Um CHiu!!!!!! Kirill is engaged! How do you think he's doing?! lol

[chiukit]

Ryan, man, where you been?

[Danae]

Where ya been?! You 2 are so retarded I swear! YOu like like 10 minutes away from eachother for pete's sake! hahaha

[Sydney123456]

"I dread the thought of our very first kiss, a target that I'm prolly gonna miss..."


he he he- Blink 182...gotta love'em...even though they can't play their instruments worht a shit. lol

[chiukit]

Not my fault! I was going to meet up with him and he got high instead. Haha, and I broke my backwheel's frame too. It's your fault Ryan!

[-=AznPride=-]

Yes, I will remain forever a dumbass on that day... but hey, we can meet up anytime since I have my car now.... if you want, you can come out to the BMW meets we have....

[Danae]

I am so proud of myself today heheh


I gave some kid in the hallway $2 for his lunch when he only asked for a nickel...and I even told him he doesn't have to pay me back! Too bad he was not a hot senior....just your average freshman. O well lol

And I helped my friend Emily get thru a tough time.


I'm so modest! :P

[Sydney123456]

My boss is a DYKE.

This stupid lesbian wants me to work 9 hours straight, no breaks, no nothing. From 2:30-11:30 pm...what the hell!? First off, it's ILLEGAL for me to work over 6 hours without even a 15 minute break! Secondly, I'm a diabetic, so I need to consume FOOD in my breaks. Stupid moron!

::golf claps for Linds::
Way to go, ol' chap!

[chiukit]

Maybe because she thinks you're hot? It's a possibility...

[Danae]

Wow Lis! Where do you work?! THat is awful tho, she should know the rules. Are you just gonna be like, I won't work that long, or what?

Chiu...lol

[NightHawk]

i could've guessed the songs thread would still be going. :wink:

[Sydney123456]

Ug...well, my boss isn't really a lesbian...at least to my knowledge. :S

SHUT UP CHIU! That's not funny...cuz I'd slap her up good if that were the truth. Gah...I'm not a homophobe, she's just UGLY and OLD! :-x

Gross gross gross.

Anyways, I'm not working 9 hours straight. She found a sub to work an HOUR for me.

And BASKETBALL'S almost over. YAY YAY YAY!! This season SUCKED. Bah...our record is like, 3-21 or something. Gah...oh well, no more running for no reason. :D

[lana]

A sub for an hour? How NICE of her *sarcasm*

Hey, didn't you tell your boss that you need a break? Or is it no complaints kind of thing?

[chiukit]

Canada beat U.S., 5-2!


Hoh diss! Muhahaha! :)


:: kisses to lana ::

[lana]

That was an incredible game! And we haven't won the Olympics for hockey in 50 years? lol! :)

Finally!!

[Sydney123456]

Yes...good game Canada.

Actually...I'm not one for hockey, so I don't give a shit. lol- go ahead, have the medal. :) You guys are OBVIOUSLY the better hockey players.

And...work wasn't that bad I guess. Some of the kids were little brats and I royally bitched them out, but ya know...it's all good now. 9+ hours of $5.15 an hour baby!! lol

[Danae]

Yeah, Canada's definetly better than us. Good game! We still got the silver for a total of...34 medals!!! ( I think )

I can stand hockey, it's really cool to watch...but *ugh* curling! I know some people like it but I just think it's retarded LoL

[lana]

My dad is into curling... it's a bit interesting to watch for a little while... but then... NOOOO!!!

Money is always good Syds :)

I'm going to Montreal during March Break! Yay!

Hehehe, I found my avatar on my comp... like it guys?

[chiukit]

*nods* :cool3:

[Sydney123456]

That is a sweet-shit avatar Lana! I could use it too...for Liz/s...:D lol- nah, I'll jsut put it on all my papers for school, that little image. lol-ewwww

Ok...here comes a little "rant". lol- OH MY. I have no need for response...I'm basically writing for the act of writing about my feelings...

Lately, I've been everyone's "shoulder to cry on". About BOYZ mainly...that stupid sex with a penis, yes. I give advice...and it's ALWAYS right. So what...I'm an arrogant bitch, :evil2: . But...I've been getting SO SICK of everyone ranting about the opposite sex. My guy friends do it too...but not to the excess of the gals. Bah- but the thing I've noticed...is that everyone is crying over somebody else. Just today...I have a friend in tears, about 3 that was upset over something their significant other did to them, and another was so pissed, they had steam coming from their ears. Then I look at myself...and the last time I was upset over the opposite sex to the point of tears, is when I was upset over Jeff earlier this year. I don't give 2 shits about the opposite sex...and that may sound so DYKISH, but I just don't care. I think I've turned MYSELF cold, and that kinda saddens me. After Mike and I broke up...I had enough with pissing and moaning about GUYZ. It's like...I melted most of my emotions into a ball of nothing, and my hormones have taken over EVERYTHING. Gah- The only reason I'm involved with Matt is because he's a walking GOD (ok...maybe a little too far with that one, but he is SO FUCKING HOT!!). I've turned myself cold...I have no need for little kisses, hugs, the holdig of hands, the "I Love You"s, the gazing into eyes- the that relationship crap. I just, it makes me feel "weird", that I'm not like everyone else. My whole life...I've strived to be different, the most eccentric person people know...and I HAVE IT. I've finally achieved being "different"...now, I feel too different. People know who I am...and they associate "Liz" with "CrAzY" and "INDEpENDEnT", and that's super cool but sometimes I feel like I'm missing out...with the tears, feelings of anger and stuff like that.

lol- this is probably the WEIRDEST rant in the world, but it feels like I've turned into the crazy, hormoned-raged machine. lol- and it's fun as hell, and I love life, but I feel like I'm missing out, without all the emotions of a person. Gah...whatever.

**Some of our new members of "Song(s)" will know what I'm talking about, but Chiu and Linds will probably agree that I have changed a lot. Or else..I think I have. :oops:

[chiukit]

Yes, yes you have. People change over the years, and how long has Song(s) gone on for? Over a year... a year and three months, I think.


:: makes out with Lis ::


Mmm... tasty. ;)


Today's magic number: 3


Why?
Three months ago [November 25, 2001], I asked my girlfriend to marry me as a joke [we weren't even going out then]. And three days ago, I asked my girlfriend to marry me for real.

[wowzers]

hey i was a curler! when i was in 6th-8th grade. i qualified for Junior Olympics in 6th grade [they were gonna be held somewhere in canada] but i couldnt go cuz i had prior commitments damn. that wouldve been cool to put on my college applications haha. o well.

im known for my weird sport endeavors.

I am a very very serious juggler [ive won a few awards from the International Jugglers Association -- THE juggling association]

I used to be a fencer and a curler hehe.

But I also play the normal sports of Soccer [a lot] and i play basketball, hockey, softball, lacrosse, tennis, and golf for leisure.

[Sydney123456]

::runs around and sprinkles flower petals around Chiu and Lana::

Awwww...::runs around and sprinkles more flower petals around Chiu and Lana::

Awww...that's so cute. :mrgreen:

[chiukit]

One of my friends is being an ass about it. :redface:
He's one of my best friends too... argh...

[Sydney123456]

What was he saying?

Shit about how you're young and crap like that?
Oh, fuck him...no matter what he said.

::continues to sprinkle flower petals around the thread::

[chiukit]

Yeah, other than him, it's been congrats. :)


I don't plan on telling everyone... hehe.

[lana]

Hehehe, I said that I didn't enjoy watching curling... other than that, I have nothing against it...

it's one of those sports... where it is better to play than watch... that goes with Indy car racing and golf too...

[chiukit]

Hey, I like watching F1 racing... any type of racing, actually. Haha, you wore my racing jacket today! :) Yes, I'd rather be the racer, but it's really harder than you'd think... it's not just some arcade. And golf... geesh I don't even like playing golf.

[lana]

That is a sweet-shit avatar Lana! I could use it too...for Liz/s...:D lol- nah, I'll jsut put it on all my papers for school, that little image. lol-ewwww

Ok...here comes a little "rant". lol- OH MY. I have no need for response...I'm basically writing for the act of writing about my feelings...

Lately, I've been everyone's "shoulder to cry on". About BOYZ mainly...that stupid sex with a penis, yes. I give advice...and it's ALWAYS right. So what...I'm an arrogant bitch, :evil2: . But...I've been getting SO SICK of everyone ranting about the opposite sex. My guy friends do it too...but not to the excess of the gals. Bah- but the thing I've noticed...is that everyone is crying over somebody else. Just today...I have a friend in tears, about 3 that was upset over something their significant other did to them, and another was so pissed, they had steam coming from their ears. Then I look at myself...and the last time I was upset over the opposite sex to the point of tears, is when I was upset over Jeff earlier this year. I don't give 2 shits about the opposite sex...and that may sound so DYKISH, but I just don't care. I think I've turned MYSELF cold, and that kinda saddens me. After Mike and I broke up...I had enough with pissing and moaning about GUYZ. It's like...I melted most of my emotions into a ball of nothing, and my hormones have taken over EVERYTHING. Gah- The only reason I'm involved with Matt is because he's a walking GOD (ok...maybe a little too far with that one, but he is SO FUCKING HOT!!). I've turned myself cold...I have no need for little kisses, hugs, the holdig of hands, the "I Love You"s, the gazing into eyes- the that relationship crap. I just, it makes me feel "weird", that I'm not like everyone else. My whole life...I've strived to be different, the most eccentric person people know...and I HAVE IT. I've finally achieved being "different"...now, I feel too different. People know who I am...and they associate "Liz" with "CrAzY" and "INDEpENDEnT", and that's super cool but sometimes I feel like I'm missing out...with the tears, feelings of anger and stuff like that.

lol- this is probably the WEIRDEST rant in the world, but it feels like I've turned into the crazy, hormoned-raged machine. lol- and it's fun as hell, and I love life, but I feel like I'm missing out, without all the emotions of a person. Gah...whatever.

**Some of our new members of "Song(s)" will know what I'm talking about, but Chiu and Linds will probably agree that I have changed a lot. Or else..I think I have. :oops:


You know... a few months ago... I couldn't give a shit about relationships... serious relationships... I guess I wasn't ready... I just broke up with my boyfriend... and this other guy... liked me as a friend... I felt I didn't really care about anything... it's like: relationships! Psshh...
I'll go for either something physical or casual...

(well... Chiu started following me around... I thought he was really weird at first... because it felt as if he was forcing a friendship on to me... too abrupt... haha... that's okay now, he's the closest person to me)

ehhh, sometimes I get all cold too... but it's mixed in with this attitude: I will be your friend... but to get closer to me... you have to be like me... sometimes yeah... you do get tired of hearing everyone's petty problems about the opposite sex... there is a point when you've heard too much...

sounds really arrogant, eh? (I'm way hormonal...)

[sweet-one]

:: huggles for Chiu and Lana ::

AWWWWW...you guys, that's so cool! :cool3:

:: hugs again ::

I'm so happy!

[lana]

Hey, I like watching F1 racing... any type of racing, actually. Haha, you wore my racing jacket today! :) Yes, I'd rather be the racer, but it's really harder than you'd think... it's not just some arcade. And golf... geesh I don't even like playing golf.


Racing is hard... I know... damn, I can't even get off the double digits in racing... arcade style...

racing requires so much concentration and experience...

you know what I noticed? the magic number 3... and my name... A-lan-a
3 syllables... there are other names which have 3 syllables too... errr...

[lana]

thanks sweet-one and syds... :)

*sprinkles flower petals all over... *

hehe, it sounded fun!

[chiukit]

You know... a few months ago... I couldn't give a shit about relationships... serious relationships... I guess I wasn't ready... I just broke up with my boyfriend... and this other guy... liked me as a friend... I felt I didn't really care about anything... it's like: relationships! Psshh...
I'll go for either something physical or casual...


After Carmen, I just felt like going back to my other mood. Lot of girls, sex, alcohol, no commitment. I didn't feel like getting tied down or anything... and I was slowly killing myself inside. But then, that all stopped when I started to talk to you... and with the things we talked about, I never would have thought that you and I would be together. I kept on saying "friends over lovers", but inside, more than anything, I wanted to be with you...



ehhh, sometimes I get all cold too... but it's mixed in with this attitude: I will be your friend... but to get closer to me... you have to be like me... sometimes yeah... you do get tired of hearing everyone's petty problems about the opposite sex... there is a point when you've heard too much...


Yeah, like someone we both know, right? Lately I've lost interest in talking about that... people still ask me for advice though, I just don't give it. I mean, I think I gave a lot of advice long ago because I was always hoping that I'd learn something from them too... and now I don't feel that I need to learn anything anymore. If anything... I think I'd be learning from lana. <3

[sweet-one]

*sighs*...someone's in luv. :wink:

Well...two people are. :lol:

[chiukit]

:oops:

[sweet-one]

*hugs for chiu*

It's cool that you two are so into each other. I can only wish for something as beautiful. :D

[Sydney123456]

God...I am really happy for the both of you. :) I am genuinely happy...and usually, I'm not. lol- god, I'm a bitch. :roll:

Anywho...its cool that both you guys got over feeling like that. Maybe I will too...but, I only get like that every once in awhile, missing those "emotions". But...FUCK! What am I talking abotu!? I LOVE HAVING FUN! lol

On another note...is anyone else sick of this whole "drama" having to do with Mav and SSA?!? BAH!!!

[a_real_man]

yes, i think we all are. Both Mav and SSA have good points and she's unbanned. But as much as i hoped it would, this is not over yet.

[lana]

missing those emotions happens to me too... well, I feel all numb... and I just want to feel something

nah, I don't think you're a bitch Syds...

what's this drama about Mav and SSA?

[Sydney123456]

LANA! You pinpointed the feelings...NUMB. There you go...heh, now I've labeled it. lol- thanks you.

And the Mav Vs SSA is in GD...take a gander, it's the "Ok everyone, bye bye" or whatever. And then...Mav's "the I'm Sorry thread" thingy. MAKE ME PUKE! Man oh man...we need to grow up on this board. :roll:

[lana]

After Carmen, I just felt like going back to my other mood. Lot of girls, sex, alcohol, no commitment. I didn't feel like getting tied down or anything... and I was slowly killing myself inside. But then, that all stopped when I started to talk to you... and with the things we talked about, I never would have thought that you and I would be together. I kept on saying "friends over lovers", but inside, more than anything, I wanted to be with you...


I'm awe-inspiring now? *sniff sniff*
Yes... pretty much both of us we a bit unstable during that time... and geez... you know what I did... with a guy... I really didn't care during the time... and some of our friends found out by accident... and confronted me about it... it's all in the past now...

Hehe... I don't know... when you were killing yourself inside... I wanted to do something about it... I had to sit you down and talk... because it seemed like nobody really did with you... not even your sis... anything you tell me I won't be afraid... I'm open...

I guess gradually we got to know each other... and I was confused by you... since I said that I'd never go out with you before... things change...

(gosh, I open up too much...)[/quote]

[lana]

LANA! You pinpointed the feelings...NUMB. There you go...heh, now I've labeled it. lol- thanks you.

And the Mav Vs SSA is in GD...take a gander, it's the "Ok everyone, bye bye" or whatever. And then...Mav's "the I'm Sorry thread" thingy. MAKE ME PUKE! Man oh man...we need to grow up on this board. :roll:


LOL! :lol:

[chiukit]

I still can't believe that you're not afraid of the monster inside of me... that "monster" that I might become in two weeks.

[lana]

I'm still not afraid... not afraid of what's inside you... I see past all that... I just don't want anything bad to happen to you...

Somehow, my mind tells me to stop you... but my heart tells me to let you go and decide...

really, I should be stopping you...

[chiukit]

My mind tells me not to go.


My heart urges to go... for one last time.

[lana]

whatever you do... I support you...

[chiukit]

Thank you... ahh, you know how much I love you. <3

[Sydney123456]

WHAT THE FUCK LOVEBIRDS!!

Fill the rest of us lowly by-standers in DAMNIT!

:redface:

[chiukit]

It's something about my past. If you must know, I have to talk to you in person - the internet isn't safe to discuss such things. Neither is the phone, or the mail...

[Sydney123456]

Hmmm...I won't be able to know til 2003??? BAH- unfair. Anyways...I'll just support you in whatever decision you make even though I don't have a clue of what it is.

Not to go off topic here...but I was just ripped a new asshole by Shocka in "the 'perfect girlfriend'" thread. Holy shit...I just think nice guys get fucked over, and I was elaborating on that...and he jsut kinda, let loose about it. :evil: :redface: :cry: :o :( :oops: :-x :-?

[chiukit]

I didn't read that thread, but nice guys don't always finish up last. Well, some do, some don't. You can't categorize men into *nice guys* or *players* or some other shit like that. Why? Because everyone is different in their own way. You have the nice guy who knows how to think like a player, but only uses the things he know for good intentions (like me, once or twice, haha). And then you have the nice guy who doesn't know what the fuck he's doing, thinking that being nice is good enough to snatch up a girl. It's not. That puts you into the friendzhip-zone even quicker if you don't interest her in anyway.


Nice guys don't finish last - but you will if you don't know what the fuck you're doing.


Actually, thinking about it a little, one of my friends is a nice guy. Plain and simple. He lacks experience in dating. But he gets the cutest girls in school. I think he's going to hook up with my "sister" again... I was thinking that they already would because I knew inside they had something for each other. :)

[lana]

My apologies Syds... we get too carried away... Haha :)

Yeah... HIM! Our friend... he is such a nice guy... damn... but yeah... he wouldn't be my "type"... I just think of him as more of a friend... not a boyfriend...

yeah, he's inexperienced in the boyfriend department... if they go out... for the third time... I will have to start giving him major pointers (always turned to me...) ... he doesn't like Chiu to give him suggestions... because he doesn't trust his advice since Chiu has a rep for being a player! Haha!!

[chiukit]

That's not fair, you know that? Well, to tell you the truth, I don't really have any "boyfriend" skills either. You have to consider that most of my relationships don't even go past the one-month mark, and I don't even consider them real relationships, and I don't consider them serious relationships. But then, I'd also like to think that I have experience, a lot actually, in such matters. I mean, for one, Andy and Cecilia were my two closest friends (they still are, after you and Alice), and reading on the forums have helped me there too. Now I've got you to learn from, y'know? Hmm... maybe now he'd let me give him advice since I'm not a "player" anymore.

[chiukit]

I've been feeling out of this world since last night, but for whatever reason, I don't seem to care. In my Biology 11 class, I have yet to finish a lab report that was due yesterday. In my Chemistry 11 class, I have yet to even start my lab report that was due the Monday of last week. In my Introduction to Anthropology, Psychology and Sociology class, I have yet to start an essay that was due monday of this week. And here I was, thinking that I could handle the workload that I will put myself into in the upcoming year. I will be going into English, Studies in Literature, Advanced Functions and Introduction to Calculus, Algebra and Discrete Math, Biology 12, Chemistry 12, Physics 12, Co-ed Gym and Chinese class. I don't really see how I'm going to manage a workload like that. I'm probably just going to give up entirely... most likely, I'll just stop doing anything and stare into space to calm myself down. And that doesn't accomplish anything. I don't really know what I'm doing anymore, and I guess I've pretty much given up. There's only one thing keeping me sane... ahh, Lana. Here I was thinking that I've experienced and learned more about life than any of my friends, but I guess I'm still a grasshopper, still learning.

[Sydney123456]

I'm actually writing a creative expression topic about overwhelming stuff like you're describing. My character is a senior in high school, is going through a shitty time in school (bad grades...college rejection), boyfriend stuff (bf brekas up with her, starst dating best friend), parents (grounded for stupid shit), and work. She starts thinking about the good ol' days of being a little kid, like age 5/6. ::sigh:: don't we all feel that way sometimes?

::hugs for everybody::

[Margarita]

I was late to this last time, too. :roll:

Hmm..today, I ran into the guy I like...I usually don't see him around too much anymore. :( Anyway, I told him about my birthday.

Me: Robert
Robert: Hi!
Me: It's my birthday. :happy:
Robert: Heh, forgot it. :oops:
Me: meh.

...

:o Could I have possibly stopped liking him? :o

BTW, I'm not really upset about the birthday thing, I don't remember his. It's like April...or something.

Pretty uneventful day. :roll:

[lana]

I don't really have any "boyfriend" skills either. You have to consider that most of my relationships don't even go past the one-month mark, and I don't even consider them real relationships, and I don't consider them serious relationships. But then, I'd also like to think that I have experience, a lot actually, in such matters.

You don't really have any "boyfriend" skills? I guess you are referring to treating your past exes right... Hey! You have boyfriend skills with me... in fact... you have more boyfriend skills than any of my ex boyfriends...

I have "girlfriend" skills too... they include many skills such as exotic dancing, massaging, whipping boyfriends to their full potential... Hahahaha! 8)

[lana]

I've been feeling out of this world since last night, but for whatever reason, I don't seem to care. In my Biology 11 class, I have yet to finish a lab report that was due yesterday. In my Chemistry 11 class, I have yet to even start my lab report that was due the Monday of last week. In my Introduction to Anthropology, Psychology and Sociology class, I have yet to start an essay that was due monday of this week. And here I was, thinking that I could handle the workload that I will put myself into in the upcoming year. I will be going into English, Studies in Literature, Advanced Functions and Introduction to Calculus, Algebra and Discrete Math, Biology 12, Chemistry 12, Physics 12, Co-ed Gym and Chinese class. I don't really see how I'm going to manage a workload like that. I'm probably just going to give up entirely... most likely, I'll just stop doing anything and stare into space to calm myself down. And that doesn't accomplish anything. I don't really know what I'm doing anymore, and I guess I've pretty much given up. There's only one thing keeping me sane... ahh, Lana. Here I was thinking that I've experienced and learned more about life than any of my friends, but I guess I'm still a grasshopper, still learning.


*hugs*... I did offer help the other day for the essay in society... but I guess you didn't feel like working on it that day? I really wish there was something I could do... well, if you need help on petty things such as drawing or typing it out from the rough... I could do that for you...

Geez... I have such a light load this semester now... Math, painting, gym and society... Selecting courses was depressing... At least with you Chiu, you can be able to clearly pick courses that will most likely take you somewhere... I feel as if I'm not interested in anything really. I can excell in a lot of subjects, but I'm not passionate about them. like.. science and math, I'm not fond of... history blah! Learning about past events and people don't necessarily always appeal to me... English... too much structure in writing... languages are alright... business? Not really... art I like, but I'm not completely in love with... technology... hmmm... I have to get into it a bit more... it might be interesting...

anyway, I'm not sure of what going into really... and that just makes me feel like giving up... I normally don't like thinking about the future...
don't worry about me though, I chose all my courses for next year... and I'm hoping for the best now... (school sucks! I hate the educational system...)

[lana]

Hmm..today, I ran into the guy I like...I usually don't see him around too much anymore. :( Anyway, I told him about my birthday.

Me: Robert
Robert: Hi!
Me: It's my birthday. :happy:
Robert: Heh, forgot it. :oops:
Me: meh.

...

:o Could I have possibly stopped liking him? :o



maybe... or maybe you just didn't make a big deal out of it that he forgot...

[lana]

She starts thinking about the good ol' days of being a little kid, like age 5/6. ::sigh:: don't we all feel that way sometimes?


I've always thought that the best age to be carefree would be 12 years old... I'm 12 in my mind :) It's a time where you are starting to understand and think abstractly, have a few responsibilities, not too much homework, don't have to care about the future just yet, be interested in boys/girls and possess enough social skills to go out with friends... Hehe! I wish I was 12 again... everything's a lot easier... *sigh*
*turns to the fountain of aging and tries to turn it off*

[Sydney123456]

Yeah...I did a decent job with the speech. It took 7th out of 25. One lady LOVED the speech, and gave it a very good score. I did a good job of writing it, I just can NEVER get the delivery perfect. But...I have time to rush it.

And...I think I actually LIKE someone again! It so weird...this isn't lust (for once). But...things are weird, and shit like that. He's my ex's best friend :o so that kinda sucks a little. Although...I'm the strangest person in the world, and I can't like anyone due to the fact I don't have the emotional capacity to actually LIKE someone. Ug...too long of a story, and I want a nap. :wink:

PS: Oh yeah...I forgot to mention, Lana's coo! :cool3:

[chiukit]

No, she's hot

[lana]

That's great Syds :) For the speech and the... err... non-lusty crush there...

what?! I'm cool and hot? Hahaha!

well, you're cool too! :wink:

[chiukit]

I'm so fucking tired. I just got home from dragonboat try-outs (woo, I made it, yay). My legs kill. I can't lift my arms. :-x Oh man... I wanna do it again. LoL. It feels good... I only kept up in the pool (out of water, push ups, in water, swim width, out of water, push ups, in water, swim width, etc) because I swim fast. Other than that, I would be way behind. Haha... aiya. Then practice tomorrow... oh my, I don't think I'm going to do. I'm just about to fall asleep from the fatigue. It's even tiring for me to type... oiy.

[lana]

and... I'm so fucking proud of you! If I were to try out... there would be no way I would get in... water and I don't mix too well... I'd stick to the land, thank you. We had water polo in gym today and man, I have a muscle cramp from that... I can barely swim! Hahaa! No stamina in water or on the racing track... Stamina in a select few "activities" though... haha j/k! ;)

[chiukit]

If I was going to come over, I think I'm just going to fall asleep...

[Sydney123456]

YAY FOR CHIU!!

::sprinkles flower petals again::

:lol:

[Danae]

Being a girl FUCKING sucks


*hugs for Lis*


yeah, you have changed. I dunno if it's for the good or not but you still seem cool to me :) I've probably changed too...I get angry so much and a lot easier. Ah well *shrugs* I still love ya girl

[-=AznPride=-]

im the man

[Sydney123456]

Linds...everybody changes, like I've seen in the past week. You're still awesome...you're ALWAYS upbeat...I swear to god! It's incredible how you can still have words of encourgement to otheres when you in fact are going through your own hardships.

::huggles::

[Danae]

Yeah I guess I am upbeat here. But there have been many times online when I just fake the upbeatness, it's pretty easy ya know lol. I care about you guys, of course I will continue to encourage you :).

[Danae]

*bump* what...i'm bored :P

[Barefoot Matt]

Ok, I'm going to attempt (not in vain, I hope) to get in on this Song(s) phenomenon... I don't really know what to say now though, so I won't say anything else :roll:

[Sydney123456]

This thread can be your bitching ground, personal diary, advice on junk by friends and stuff...whatever, spam (oops!) occurs a lot. This is such a slow forum...we have to have something to compensate. :D

[Danae]

Yes, join us!!! You may be lost at times b/c this thread has a long history but we're always getting new members lol. Now that I think of it, the only really constant originals are Lis, Chiu, and I :) *hugs*

[chiukit]

Hell yeah! And the below post will be an example of pure spam.

[chiukit]

SPAM***REPORT THIS POST NOW***SPAMSPAM***REPORT THIS POST NOW***SPAM

[Danae]

silly boy :P

[ArRoWLeGeNd]

heeeeeeeey everyone!! :) *hugs*

~ArRoWLeGeNd~

[chiukit]

And where the hell have you been? :)

[Barefoot Matt]

SPAM***REPORT THIS POST NOW***SPAMSPAM***REPORT THIS POST NOW***SPAM

[Danae]

Kary!!!!!!!! :mrgreen:

[lana]

Hey guys! I just came back from Montreal... whoa... it's weird to be typing again on a computer and to be back on the RFs...

Haha, I feel so lost on these forums again... I feel like a newbie newbie... :wink:

[ArRoWLeGeNd]

GOD school has been so hectic, and ive just been too lazy to make a comeback...... :P

~ArRoWLeGeNd~

[Danae]

*hugs for Kary* We'll be here! lol

[chiukit]

http://rf.thedesigneng.com/phpBB2/viewtopi...p?p=29918#29918 (http://rf.thedesigneng.com/phpBB2/viewtopic.php?p=29918#29918)

[*after8*]

*peeks in*
ayy people, remember me?

sheesh.. well im FINALLAY back. ive been havin ta deal wif soo much shit lately, its unreal. but things have settled down heaps, so its all good.

short form of whats been goin on... okay so i did speed almost a month ago for the first time in about a year (yea, stupid, i know, but still)
anyways. the weekend after that, a bunch of us (my bf included) get drunk, and my bf sayd to my friend "yeah, we're addicted to coke, we do it 5 times a week!!"

and well, my friend believed, and next thing i know, everyone knows about my suppozed "addiction". (everyone includes the police, school councillers and my parents)

ouch.

so.. things all snowball all of a sudden, and within the span of TWO DAYS, ive lost my car (got it disabled), got my cell phone disconnected and got kicked out of my house.

so it was the whole 'staying-at-random-houses" thing again for me. for three days, and then i got to come back home.
the catch is, if i want to live here, i gotta go to rehab for my 'coke addiction'.

so i got my house back, and i got my phone again, but i dont get a car; ever. cose my friends sayd i do drugs all the time, and cose they sayd i drink and drive as well. OH! and someone came up wif the idea that i sell drugs as well. so of course i cant get the car.

now, the funny thing is, ive done speed like two times... and all of a sudden im addicted to COKE. i told everyone my bf was being stupid/drunk, but all my friends just say "no, when you're drunk the truth comes out" and they dont believe me. NO ONE BELIEVES ME. so all my "friends" think im lying to their faces as well. oh.. and they all hate me now cose i "lie" and cose i got mad at them for blowing this whole thing out of porportion.

hmm, what else. oh, and im not alloud to hang oiut wif my best girl friend anymore cose of my 'addiction' so ive pretty much lost all my girl friends.

which leaves me wif my bf, and his friends. now, hes got basically two best friends. or had, should i say. best friend A started liking me, and it bascially broke them up as friends, cose my bf got jealous that his best friend was making plans wif me.
as for best friend B? we (me, my bf and his best friend) were all over at his house last nite (my bfs) and we all ended up crashing on his bed, wif me in the middle. i wake up, to find his friend fully awake already, totally feeling my ass. lol.
what can i do? i just lie there and pretend im sleeping, my bf is almost awake and i dont want to embarrass the best friend/start something between the bf and his friend.

sheeeeeesh. guys..

so yeah, thats my life. *sigh*
but its all good now (basically) and im back.

ohhh.. and i knw this is long and all (sorry) but what should i do about his friends people? ccan anyone help me out?hehe

cheerz
~nyne

[Bravehearter]

*comes walking into thread*

What the hell is this thread about?


:-? :mrgreen:

[Danae]

Nyne!!! Hey hon, I'm sorry about what's been going on in your life! Some friends you have. And how to deal with his friends...hmm well tell them to lay the f*** off of you! Even if they like you, they really need to control themselves. If that doesn't work, kick 'em in the nutz lol

[Sydney123456]

::hugs Nyne::

Holy shit ay...I would've gone nuts if all my friends started acting like they got a dildo lodged so far up their ass, it makes them whiny bitches. I'm glad to see you're ok though! I was wonderin' because I hadn't seen you online lately, so I thought maybe you got a life or something. :lol: Whatever, you know. Hopefully this whole "thing" will blow over. Ug.

About the friend...I would ask him first to clean up his act. Because...no need to break up your bf's friendship with him by getting your bf involved first. But...if the guy doesn't lay off or anything like that, then you might wanna tell your bf he's (as in, his friend) been actin' a little weird lately, and then see where it goes.

::hugs again::

Good to see you're back!

[stace]

*comes walking into thread*

What the hell is this thread about?


:-? :mrgreen:

i'm still wondering that i've been lookin in every day or so but i think it's just a spam thread! but hey no problem having a spam thread!

[NightHawk]

hey everybody, jsut droppnig by and saying hello.

nyne, hang in there. you can get through this, i know you can. *hugs*

as for me...still single. had opporunities, but left 'em. got pulled over for speeding once now...no ticket though, someone else sped past us. got a cold today. *hack hack* oh, that felt wrong.


and now a quote.

"it's the music that we choose" - Gorillaz, 19-2000

[*after8*]

hay again guys.
glad ta see you're still all hangin around the old thread, hehe, seems like not all too much iz changed ay??

(but at the same time everything has)

well... me and the bf and his best friend all hung out last nite again. and all crashed at his house again. his best friend is being waaaaay more openly flirty wif me infront of my bf and all (but my bfs toooo trusting/stupid and he doesnt realize. lol.)

anyways. we ended up crashing again (but this time my bf wanted ta sleep in the middle) but he had ta get up durin the nite and then just layed down beside me. (this makes me: middle.) noooooooo.....

sooo... yeah. i dunno, its heaps wierd, i kinda wish my bf would somehow find out wifout me saying anything, just cose ive broken up SO MANY friendship/relationships this past few weeks (3) and i dont wanna make that 4. *sigh*

but anywyas. aside from the little soap-op, things are great. still loving the whole 'school-off' time, spring break rules.

oh, and for those who remember... remember mybf? we've been goin out (off and on) for over a year now.. it was our "one year" on the 16th :)
(things are SO GOOD between us now, like i wouldnt believe. i am sooo happy wif that.)

but yeah. im out!
cheerz

[Adonis]

*reads page 8*

uhh yeah...so umm..songs..

More than Words
Wannabe
Beethoven's 5th Symphony

*gets stares like :o from everyone*

hahahaha...

[ArRoWLeGeNd]

congrats nyne on your 1year anniversary!! :) *hugs*

btw, (@.@") you must take ""I branded Goddess33's ass! Her ass is mine now"" out of your sig.......she's mine!!!!!!!! :evil: :P

~ArRoWLeGeNd~

[Danae]

There is reason some of you dont know about this thread or understand it...b/c you aren't part of it! Sheesh...lol

[Sydney123456]

::sprinkles flower petals around Nyne::

YAY for the one year!!

::continues to sprinkle flowers::

[lana]

Wow Nyne... I'm happy for you! :)

I hope things are working themselves out/worked themselves out already?

[Danae]

*Ugh*

Ok, Regional Chorus is being hosted at my high school this week and there are kids from all over that need a place to stay for a few nights. So, I get to school last night after about dying!!! It's like 30 degrees outside and the wind was blowing SOOO hard!! So I know my nicely done hair is now not nicely done anymore. Anyways, I get into the auditorium to wait for my 2 girls to get called and I'm standing by the stage. This guy is sitting along the stage just drinking something. I could feel him looking at me but I figured he was probably like "damn, the wind made her look like crap" so I did not make eye contact. Then he asked me if I knew where a trash can was for his bottle. I pointed it out to him, he got up and threw it away. Well like, 2 minutes later he came back and was asking me how it was organized (the getting together of host families and their kids). I told him and from there we talked for like 10-15 minutes. He was so nice and cute!!!!! I was asking what school he went to and his name and stuff. I never did give him my name now that I think of it tho. Damn it! O well lol And then he did the sweetest thing!!! He was asking if it was really cold and windy outside b/c he hadn't been out all day (all day rehearsal at school). I said yeah and he was like well it makes you look really pretty! He said it made my hair all kinda wispy and curly and that he liked it! And that my cheeks were nice and rosy :P Kinda lame I guess but I thought it was adorable. I thanked him and from there I was just in a daze I think LoL. Well then my girls got called and I had to go so I said bye and he said "hope to see you tomorrow Rosie". I wanted to die!!!! In a good way!!! :mrgreen:

Well, then comes today. I did see him when they were on break but he looked away just as I was looking at him b/c he was talking to someone so I didn't say anything to him. And then I didn't have the guts to approach him. So I found my friend jeremy who's in Regionals and I told him about it so he said he'd see what he could do lol. But it sucks b/c I'll probably never see him again. Tonight is their banquet/dance and tomorrow is the concert. I can't go to the actual concert b/c i'll be at my grandma's birthday party. I may see him tonite when I pick up the girls from their banquet but who knows. I NEED to talk to jeremy!!

I guess I'm just being stupid but last night was fun....

I can't remember if his name was Phil or Paul tho :oops: hahahah

[Danae]

Well, I called jeremy last night but he never got a chance to talk to him. And his name is Phil lol. I checked the housing lists :P


*waves goodbye to Phil*

[lana]

Hehehe... ahhh, that's awesome! :) and I also think it's adorable... awww! :)

Geez... had my first badminton match. It's a tournament: schools against schools... and I'm in ladies B singles.

I was so nervous the whole day because I have never been in competition before, I felt not confident about my abilities and I don't like competition period.

I don't know, I just feel a bit bitter about competition. It's EVIL... but a major part of society... (ahh, I won't bother going into detail right now).

I'm trying to find the answer why I am not always confident about my abilities too... and generally why I shy away from anything that's challenging or competitive...

[lana]

... and btw... I won that game... 15-10, 15-5...

right now, I feel indifferent about it... maybe because I have more schools to visit... and I'm pessimistic that I might not win again??

It's not exactly fun... and it's not exactly torture either...

Gosh, what's with me?

[*after8*]

And then he did the sweetest thing!!! He was asking if it was really cold and windy outside b/c he hadn't been out all day (all day rehearsal at school). I said yeah and he was like well it makes you look really pretty! He said it made my hair all kinda wispy and curly and that he liked it! And that my cheeks were nice and rosy :P

awwww that really IS the cutest thing ever!!
EXPECCIALLY since its from a stranger

awww :oops: :wink:

[Danae]

Hehe thanks guys but Phil is long gone. It was sweet tho :)


congrats lana! :)

[chiukit]

I'm too good at pool. LoL. :P


But, anyway:

http://members.asianavenue.com/ChiuKit/lanachiu.jpg

[sweet-one]

You two look so cute! :wink:

[Danae]

Awwwwwwww *giggles* Simply adorables... :wink:

[Sydney123456]

:: ooh's and awww's over Lana and Chiu::

You guys are so adorable...:)

Anywho- Linds! I woulda jumped on that guy...that's like what happens at speech meets, but I look for the guy and attach to him...kinda :-? . Where does Phil live? Far away???? DETAILS!

I went prom dress shopping...for once, I didn't wanna look like Cinderella. The theme is Mardi Gras...so, looking like Cinderella would be a tad inappropriate. Anywho...I got a tealish dress with glitter flowers on it (a continuous pattern). It's a one shouldered thing, and it's KINDA form fitting, kinda not. I might put a split level (diagonal) cut it in, because that's the kind of dress I was looking for. Either that, or put another slit on the other side (there's already a slit in it). I REALLY love it...and, it's was $15. Yeah...that's right bitch, $15! I'm looking for a matching feather boa, and a cool-ass necklace, and some bitchin' hair shit to go with it. Man- I'm finally pumped to go to prom! This whole time...I didn't give a shit. I didn't even get nervous to ask the guy I semi-like to go to w/ me! BAH! :roll:

[ArRoWLeGeNd]

god, why am i too lazy to post anymore?? for christ sake, this site is my homepage!!! :( :oops:


~ArRWLeGeNd~

[ArRoWLeGeNd]

whoa, $15?? lucky you, such a great dress for a great price, hehe :D. if my prom tuxedo only woulda cost that much.....damn giovanni :redface: :redface: :redface:


~ArRoWLeGeNd~

[Danae]

Go Lis!!!! I want details on your prom date!!! ;)

hahah Phil...he lives like 2 or so hours east of me, practically on the border of New Jersey. I went to his school website trying to do a search on him. I did find him! He was on the list for Regional Chorus kids heheh. I was like, "wow, there's his name!" lol I have no way of contacting him so I can't see the relationship going anywhere :lol:

[ArRoWLeGeNd]

linds, where there's a will, there's a way. dont give up girl!! :P :D


~ArRoWLeGeNd~

[Sydney123456]

I agree with Arrow...if I were you, I'd track him down and STALK him. Binoculars, black face paint and all...but, you're not me...so you'll take the more sane route.

Is there any way that you could contact him without looking...freaky (stalker...ish)? If so...DO IT. :D

[Danae]

Well...you guys have inspired me!!! I'll check with my choir director...see if I can discretely get some papers with info on the kids. Maybe a number...screen name...anything! He was so great! heheh

[ArRoWLeGeNd]

bleh, i NEED a girlfriend. :(

~ArRoWLeGeNd~

[Danae]

Aww...Kary *hugs* Me too.



















Umm...not a girlfriend mind you...BOYFRIEND!

[Sydney123456]

A boyfriend is the LAST thing I need. TOO much stress, and right now...I'm about making ME happy, nobody else. :cool3:

[lana]

*jumps into the Song thread again...*

Ehhhhh... Chiu posted our pic in here too? Awww...


People need boyfriends and girlfriends? *tries to make artificial ones out of styrofoam and hands them out to people*

Hehehe!

That's the thing, Syds... just focus on yourself before anything else...

[chiukit]

:: licks lana ::


I have to agree - life shouldn't be tied down with thinking that you need a partner to fully enjoy it. There are advantages to both being single and being taken - but there are also disadvantages. In the right relationships, you don't really care about the good of being single... and you can't care about the disadvantages of being taken. Eh. I'm not making too much sense today. School. Argh.

[Danae]

Whoa...I can't believe that I just said that to you guys. I am SO sorry!!!!!
I'm messed up now....must be triggering my bitterness lol


*hugs for being a bitch*

[ArRoWLeGeNd]

*HUGS*

~ArRoWLeGeNd~

[lana]

*hugs back to people*

:)

[Sydney123456]

WOW- have I not been on the computer lately. :? But- I have good reason. Well...school is one of them, speech team (I KNOW! I'm a GEEK!) is another...but, OTHER reasons too. :) Happy, legal things (yay!)

I said something about my prom date in a post on page 9...well, his name is John, and he's Mike's best friends (whoops!) But, that's ok because Mike doesn't seem to give a shit. ANYWAYS- I had a little crush on him for awhile. But...I got self-conscious...John is at the top of his grade, I'm a mediocre student. He's involved with a lot of stuff, I tend to steer clear of voluntary work. He's never touched drugs & alcohol, and that's a favorite past time for me! I thought we were too different, and just thinking about it made me sad. :oops: Even though John goes to a diff. school, my friend Lisa and I hang out with James and John (Lisa and I are from my school, James and John are from a diff. one, Lisa and John are senior and James and I are juniors). So- we hang out, and I just thought it was useless. Anyways, last week at speech subsections, Holly (a friend from my school) told me that John wouldn't take someone to prom because he was going to ask someone else, and she asked me if he'd asked me to HIS prom yet. I said no- then got all pissed because he's gonna end up going to prom with someone else to his school! That day, James asked Lisa to prom...so, I'm thinking I'm left out of the loop because I'm NOT GOING to their prom (their town name is Virginia). On a good note, I moved on to Section in speech. Yay! :D

So now...yesterday, was Speech Sections (the step before state). I had seen John around all day, and we talked and stuff, but we were constantly being broken up by friends, and also having to speak. I'm still debating if I like him or not becuase just recently a hot kid gave me his number (VERY hot- lol, but absolutely nothing would go on). Well, I made it to Finals, which means I have to compete with the top 5 (6 including me) to get to speak at state. So I spoke...whatever, yeah...and then I had to go early because I got confirmed yesterday as well. Well- I'm speaking at state (I got 3rd, and the top 3 go to state). Also- at about 7, Holly and John show up to take me to a little cafe to meet with other people we know and stuff. We get there...and I hadn't had dinner, and I didn't bring money, so I'm bitching and moaning because I was FUCKIN' HUNGRY. :lol: And John says that he'll pay for me. I took it as a "Stop your damn whining!" so I ordered and shut up. Then, they all wanted to go to a movie, and I DIDN'T HAVE MONEY! John again said he'd pay. I was stoked becuase I wanted to go see a money! :wink: So, Holly went with James to the movies, and John and I showed up, but had to go to an ATM, so we were 10 min late for the movie. We went to Panic Room, while everybody else went to The Sweetest Thing.

We were in the movie, and we had missed some, so we were laughing at the shit we didn't understand...whatever, yada yada yada. I saw John look at my hand, and that sparked me wanting to hold his hand. Well, I have no guts when it comes to this shit when I actually like someone. So, I pussed out and just left it wide open for him to take my hand. If you've seen the this movie, you'll know there are a lot of LOUD noises that will startle you, which it most certainly did me. And as cliche as this is, I jumped and clung to his arm. As I did this, he brought his hand up and held it. So there we were, HOLDING HANDS! BAH!!!! I just about cried tears of joy. And then things got a lot more comfortable in that manner, and I kinda laid my head on his shoulder, and it as just...::sigh::

Anyways...the movie ended, and it was FRICKEN cold outside (and I didn't have time to change out of my dress clothes, so here I am in a skirt and nice shirt, FREEZING!), so John heated up the car right away, and Holly had called so he had me call her. That conversation ended, and John checked his voice mail message, which was from Holly. It was basically implying that Johna dn I had ditched them purposely to be alone, and John had me listen to the message, which I thought was just humorous. So then John was dropping me off, and we were saying good bye, and John's like "Oh yeah...how would you like to go to Virginia's prom?" Which, was how I did it when I asked him to my prom...I was almost about to step out of the car, and then asked him. I ALMOST DIED. And, I of course screamed yes.

So then I call Lisa, Holly, and Caroline...spill my guts to Caroline because Lisa was in the cities, and Holly was sleeping.

And next weekend is State Speech, and Lisa, James, Holly, John, and I all made it...and Virginia's team is in the same hotel as we are. :)

he he- I'mon Cloud 9 right now... :mrgreen:

[Danae]

Ahhhhh!!!!!!! Lis that is so GREAT! :mrgreen: *big hugs*

[*after8*]

okay guys shit i am so fucking stoked right now.

remember mark?
that guy i was crushing oh SO hard for? the one who i eended up hangin out wif? aaaaaaahhhhh
wellllll oh shit ahskjafhfsdggsgsk!!!!! :D

i just dropped him off at his house at 2 in the fuking morning.
he was over here.
him.
at my house.
just us.
we were making out for about 4 hours.
!!!!

it all started wif me causallay talking to him outta the blue online again. and then i was joking about wanting to fuck him (well not really joking, but oyu know how it is) and then he brought up the fact he has a gf...
...then he asked me if i was serious.
i sayd i was.
and he sayd he wanted to, too.

so fastforward to my room,were on my bed.
im totally completely spellbound, i mean, its mark! MARK! the guy who i swore i'd get. !!!!!!!
anyways. he says to me "you're more than i could ever imagine"
and
"i wouldnt have cheated on my gf wif anyone else.. i woulda just been like "no".. but its you.. so i had to. i never thought i would ever get the chance to kiss you."

and then before i drop him home (he prosponed leaving by about 2 hours hehe) hes talking to me about my bf(yeah, yeah, yeah, i know cheating is "bad") and tellin me i should break up wif him.

but yeah.
its gonna happen again, too
at first, he was kinda cautious, like thinking that he'd "feel bad" about cheating (hes never cheated before)
but then later on he was all like "im so pissed off this didnt happen sooner. imagine if it did? everything would b so much different now.. but i suppose its a change for the better, ay?'

okay i dont think anyone is gonna get any of this
but shit
aaaaaaaaaaaa you have no idea how fucking happy i am right now.
no idea.

this, totally, blindsided me.
but thats okay
a good blindside. oh yeah.

[Danae]

Well I guess that's good for you Nyne, but as a person who's been cheated on I don't really know what else to say :-?

[Sydney123456]

Nyne, I'm happy for you that you got together with Mark and stuff. But like Perks said...cheating ain't cool. Although, I have come to accept that it's jsut a way of life...I HATE hearing about it. :oops: But you did get together with someone you liek and shit. Are you guys going to tell your boyfriends/girlfriends?

[*after8*]

yeah, cheating.
me and my bf have the most fucked up relationship (if you could call it that)

he alwayz cheats on me too, i dont trust him AT ALL.
his best FRIEND told me that the fucker (my bf) has been goin out wif some other grrl for 2 months WHILE we were goin out.. but they ended thigns like about a month ago now.
and.. i dunno.. that was harsh, cose he'd b like sleeping wif her.. and me.. at the same tiem.. yuk.
i dunno.

see, if i was strong, i'd dump him, but im just too attached to him.
and, he'd dump me prolly, but its its all the same.

[Danae]

Damn Keira! Stop doing this to yourself! You deserve to be happy...I don't understand how you can stay with that guy. Your relationship doens't seem like much if you know about his cheating and still allow him to do it w/o any consequences. Man, some stuff just boggles the mind. *BIG HUGS*

[*after8*]

yeah, i know....
i know, deep down that i should dump him.

but see, im so fucking attached to him.
i mean, we've been goin out for 13 months off and on.. and ive liked him since grade 9.. and we're in grade 12 now.
so, argh.

and then when we brake up, it hurts soo bad. even 2 months after.
i dunno.
sometimes, as much as i hate to say it, i really honestly wish i never met him.

[Danae]

sometimes, as much as i hate to say it, i really honestly wish i never met him.



I hear ya *hugs*

[*after8*]

*weak smile*
thanks
*hugs*

[lana]

Ahhh man Nyne... I know what you mean by that... I've been there and done that. What I've been reading... yeah, it's gotta be the best thing for both of you. You may not see it now... but later you may not even think of regretting it.

I support whatever you do... *hugs*

[Danae]

Not to change the subject or anything but I was at the chiropractor's yesterday and I have actue scoliosis in my upper neck and the middle of my back. It's not bad, I'll just have to go to the chiropractor's for the rest of my life pretty much heh to keep it in alignment and straightened out. I have my mother's bad back :P .

[chiukit]

*weak voice*



nyne... wat're u gonna do?
everyone's tellin ya ta break it off...
but then i think we both know that its not so easy
its harder than everyone would think
u're attached, u admit it...
and it seems more like it's a bad thing...
a bad thing ya cant live wifout... y'know?
i dunno if its the same wif u... but i felt this way before, too
friends and family.
they support u, dun they?

in any case, im alwayz here ay
u know that. u've known that for a long time now.
ill b ur friend. ill b ur family. ill b ur love.

i guess we could both say life isnt as easy as ppl say it is
some things r jus so fuct up
but thats the way thingz are. unforunately.

ur relationship... its been broken before...
and ya, at that time everyones tellin ya ta break it off
weren't they? and you did

isnt that the same as now?
dun ya feel that history is repeatin again?
and how hurt u were? i dun want ya ta b hurt nemore
it doesnt seem like it can b helped tho
cose u say the relationshit is all bs
but deep inside u kno if u leave theres gonna b a hole

well i dont know
i wish there wus somethin i could do
somethin i could say that could make it all go away

*sigh*
theres not much i could do...
but say this: i love u

[Adonis]

oo...SPAM! my turn~!


yeah, so this weekend was a completely weird one... this girl came up from NC to see me this weekend... and we were supposed to hit it all off, or at least be good friends... turned out that it went completely 180 on me... i have no idea why... *Shrug*

but when we met though... we could tell that we were very very different people... she's the type of girl that wakes up at 11 so she can get to the club at midnight.. whereas i'm the type of guy that goest to sleep at one from passing out watching a viedo at home... odd odd things...

on top of that.. i have a data structures program that's due on wednesday.. problem sets up the wazoo! grr...

*hugs to everyone here, ESP my sweetie lana!* *muah*

[ArRoWLeGeNd]

day in, day out, its the same thing everyday... :(

~ArRoWLeGeNd~

[Danae]

*gives Kary a huge hug* TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG

[*after8*]

hay guess what guys!
im officially a high school drop out.

got kicked outta school today.
luckily i get ta go back in september tho, for 5 months.
go me. im such a fucking idiot.
yuk it disgusts me.

4 weeks to go.
4 fucking weeks to go.

not going to grad noiw, either. not alloud. got my dress too, but thats damned to hell, but hay, my own fault, so i'm dealing wif it.
bf broke his knee so they took him out too, hes gotta go back next year too.. but he wants ta go back for the whole year......
..and we already decided if i'm still in vancouver at that time, that i'll go ta grad wif him
to make up for this years missed.
*tear*
ahh, sucks to be me.
OH WELL. "to hell!" i say

[sweet-one]

*hugs for nyne*

[Sydney123456]

Why the hell did you get kicked out?? BAH!

:cry: ::huggles for Nyne:: :oops:

[Danae]

Yeah! What the hell is going on?! :(

[PurpleObsidian]

I've often wondered what this thread was about...I read it, but I'm still not sure :lol: Anyhoo, just thought I'd say hello :P

[Danae]

hehe it's ok Rich *mwah*

[chiukit]

Who's still up for ForumCon Toronto2003?

[*after8*]

oh, im just an idiot.. and i skip heaps
and then htey took me out

but im goin back next year, for a semester, so it doesnt matter

[Danae]

I am, I am!!!!! :cool3:


OOh yeah, that's good to hear Nyne :)

[lana]

Dropping by to say hi... it seems that I hardly ever come on to forums these days anymore :(

haha, and it's not like I'm busy either... *shrugs*

Anyhow, how are you folks doing?

I've been fishing today in the morning... and caught zippo... 'twas so cold and windy... just decided to mutaliate the minnows (bait)... muahahaha!

*hugs to everyone who still remembers me?*

[chiukit]

:: messes her hair up ::





HA!

[Sydney123456]

I thought this thread was dead! Ah! Then, suddenly, people start posting again. :lol:

I am still planning for Forum Con2003! I'm raising money for a lot of things...including that. :)

As for Nyne- GOOD! You're to school and stuff next year.

SCHOOL SUCKS- you know that?! :evil:

[chiukit]

Yes...


...school sucks.

[Sydney123456]

Chiu...I kinda figured out about John and I. We're together...but, no labels. And...he made me cry last night, because we were cuddling, and he asked if he could take me to college with him. He was joking, but I know a little better where we stand. And I started tearing up...and then he apologized and wiped my tears away. :)

For those of you who don't know...John is the guy that I'm seeming. He was my prom date, and I went to his prom with him (go to diff. schools). He's going off to college at the end of August...while I'm being stuck back here. :cry: But...yeah, that's a quick recap of the goings on in my life.

[chiukit]

Hehehe. :)

You still afraid to bring it up with him?

My life is good. Sex is good. I mean...

[Sydney123456]

:lol:

Any comments, Lana?

[chiukit]

LoL :P

[Danae]

hehe *hugs her posse*

[chiukit]

:: jumps linds ::

[Adonis]

Hehehe. :)

You still afraid to bring it up with him?

My life is good. Sex is good. I mean...

so is that implying that your life just consists of sex??

*looks at Chiu, looks at lana in a funny way* :roll:

speaking of which you two... i'll be up in T.O. the first week of July..

i'll PM both of you for more details...

[Danae]

*is jumped* :P

[chiukit]

Hehe.


:: licks Linds ::


First week of July? Geesh, I'm probably busy rapin'. LoL. I don't know, I need to get a job first. And no, you'll never beat me at pool so don't get your hopes up (haha, jokes, you'll probably beat me anyway).

[Sydney123456]

::sings loudly::

[chiukit]

:: sticks tongue down Lis' throat ::


:lol:

[Danae]

Is it time for another 3 some guys? lol

[Sydney123456]

::ears perk up::

Threesome?! SHIBBY! :wink:

[chiukit]

:: rolls on the floor with the two ladies ::


Mmmm, it's been a while.

[Danae]

ooh chiu....hehehe *mwahs* :P

[chiukit]

*mwahz* :D

[*after8*]

*peers thro window*

:o

sheesh you guys!!

writes note on outside door:
mmmmmmm hay guys, just doin my regular one a year check in.. seein whats up.. *mumble*andiseewhatISup*cough* :wink:

anyways, i b good now. good good. life b good now, rite guys!?

*hugs*

i b out! ccccheerz 4 now
*talihos*

[chiukit]

Wanna come join us?


Sure be fun! ;)


:: kissez nyne ::

[jungAH]

*wide-eyed, steps into thread timidly*

Uhh... did I make a wrong turn somewhere? I believe I was on my way to... *looks down at paper* Umm, some place called "Lip Locked."

:o *finally notices the rolling mess of bodies*

O. Okay... uh, so I guess I made it here alrite, yah? Puaha... *shakes head at chiu* goodness me, wut would dear alana say to this

[Danae]

:lol:


I'm glad things are good Nyne! :)

[chiukit]

Lana would gladly join us... yepyep. :D


:: jumpz graceee ::

[ArRoWLeGeNd]

can i watch?


~ArRoWLeGeNd~

[Danae]

Why not join in? *pounces Kary*

[chiukit]

:: runs around naked ::

[jungAH]

:: runs around naked ::

:o eeeee... *covers eyes quickly*

and i swear i'm not peeping... really...


:mrgreen:

[Clive Sparrow]

what do we do, just post a good song or something? or a song to make out to? who knows...

Guns N' Rose-November Rain

[chiukit]

newbie in thread!
newbie in thread!

[Clive Sparrow]

newbie leavin thread cause newbie feels UNWANTED!!!! haha, well, maybe I should run out naked, laterz!

*runs out of thread naked, making sure everyone sees his most dominant feature...his big toe!!!*

[jungAH]

:roll: chiu is so inviting...

[chiukit]

hahahha...


:: humps graceee ::


hay clive mon... stick around... we got girls rollin around the floor wif each other... hahah... u should read all of this thread ta see what its about

[Sydney123456]

::sigh::

John and I slow danced to "Tearjerker" by Fenix TX on the side of the road (it was playing on the CD, and I wanted to dance to it. :P ). I'm SO going to miss him when he leaves. :cry:

Yea...that was my post for the day. :lol:

[chiukit]

people leavin... that sucks, ey? i jus recently realized that some of my friends are leavin... and i didnt think that they are~! omy.. sucks ass. i only got to know them like... the past month! cose we're in the same dragonboat crew... *sigh*

[Sydney123456]

Yeah...the whole leaving thing...just blows. :-x

[chiukit]

ahwells. it b all good...



HIGH SKOOL REUNION! hell yea! lol even tho thats YEARS from now...