geckosnipp
July 20th, 2002, 09:18 AM
I had been away from my GF for 5 weeks and each second iwas away from her i couldnt wait to get closer. The dayi get back, with in 10 min of us greeting each other she says our relationship is too serious. She says she doesnt understand her feelings. She says it is not fair for me becuase she doesnt love me in the same way. She says she needs time to think about her feelings. Technically we are broken up. We are both 15, we have been goiung out for 3.5 years.
I think the part that kills me the most is this. She does not understand her own feelings to me. So she tried acting the way i did to her. So for the past few months i really felt like she loved me...now i see it was not true.
She seems sorry for it and its not like she doesnt care. It was the worst night ever, worse than when she told me she may be moving. I will never feel her arms around me again. I will never feel her smooth skin or gaze apon her eyes or feel the love of a kiss...
I was stupid to ask for one last kiss. She was fine with that but almost the second our lips touched i started crying again. I dont know what to do or how to act anymore.
For those that actually took time to read this, thank you for just letting me talk.
I think the part that kills me the most is this. She does not understand her own feelings to me. So she tried acting the way i did to her. So for the past few months i really felt like she loved me...now i see it was not true.
She seems sorry for it and its not like she doesnt care. It was the worst night ever, worse than when she told me she may be moving. I will never feel her arms around me again. I will never feel her smooth skin or gaze apon her eyes or feel the love of a kiss...
I was stupid to ask for one last kiss. She was fine with that but almost the second our lips touched i started crying again. I dont know what to do or how to act anymore.
For those that actually took time to read this, thank you for just letting me talk.