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[Asphodelle13]

They think that I don’t see it
But I know now all that’s true
About the selfish little girl
That somehow I’ve turned into
These days my mom can only say
That this is your worst mistake
You’ll always be a problem child
You lie, and curse, and take
So full of your emotions
That makes your actions justified
Without blame you’re feeling sorry
For yourself each time you cry
And this girl was once a child
Then my mom could care for me
Yet I grew into an evil whore
And twisted her mentality
You can’t ask me to let you in
Wishing you never had me
You won’t respect my choices
This ‘help’ to mask your pity
Though I can agree with selfness
Yet some can’t comprehend
Discarded are my dreams now
In a fate without an end
I beg someone to understand...
My past never was perfect
Yet I love to reminisce
Of hopes I dashed so long ago
Because I was so selfish.

[Laya]

Hmm... Sometimes I get really hard on myself when I seem to be a failure to everyone. This is usually when I do push people away by being bitchy and selfish. This poem truly reflects at times how I feel, I liked it. The rhyming was catchy too. :)